I sometimes think I've figured it all out. You know. I sometimes believe I'm onto the world. That I can see through all the patterns and social expectations and see what people are really like. And then I meet someone who changes all my perceptions of our youth. Someone who's so straight-forwardly lovable that I can do nothing but follow along.
I feel like I'm elevated sometimes. I see things from a point far above my head. How it all works between people, and how one person functions within himself. I suppose this could all be useful somehow if only I knew how to use it.. But I suppose when that time come there will be circumstances that makes it pointless for me to wonder about this anymore.