Here is my life.

I'm so horribly scared that I'll sleep my life away, and miss all the good things I'm supposed to see.
That's the nightmare I have most often.. That and people dying.

Top things to do before I die:

1. Live in a house that's number 1 in it's street (check.)
2. Make love to someone true during a thunderstorm. (note: thoughtless sex doesn't count.)
3. Talk to my biggest idols.(check one; Ryan Adams)
4. Walk on the moon
5. See the Northern lights
6. Stay awake a whole night during a meteor storm. (preferably while holding someone's hand)
   
7. Eat an ice cream with 10 different flavours
8. Learn to not care about the fact that the world hates me
9. Play on a huge stage
10. Make the right choices...
    

But then again, how many of my wishes ever come true?

I'm moving out the day after tomorrow. I'm going to have responsibilities, I'm going to be needed and I'm going to make myself needed. I need to make money, I need to regain control of my own life.
Oh or I could just say fuck all and board the train tracks too soon